Honey, it’s alright to be like that! Everyone does that, it’s okay to be alone, your friends seem very rude, I would talk to them and tell them how you feel and that you want to be alone for a while, and if they can’t understand or just want to be rude about it, then make new friends, there’s tons of girls who are like you and will understand you, trust me, and the popular girls are the girls that are under a LOT of pressure, so don’t think that they’re perfect and stuff, because they’re not, everyone is different, and that’s a good thing. Be positive, you’re gorgeous (:

Well if YOU truly love him, then go for it, if your friends were true friends they would want you to be happy and would be okay with anyone you want to be with. Oh, and talk to him, tell him how you feel, you guys sound like you truly need to be together. Everything happens for a reason, remember that.
Xoxo

Honey, it’s about what’s on the inside, fuck your brother, you sound amazingly gorgeous to me. Take off your makeup and show your brother that you’re confident, because if you keep wearing makeup and look down, he’s going to keep picking on you. Stand up to him, show him who’s in charge. You are gorgeous, remember that. (:
